Moving and Doing in spite of Outcomes

I have found it soothingly liberating to work passionately about something I am interested in regardless of what outcome that work might bear. I believe I have been transitioning from the working for the sake of impressing to working for the sake of working ethos. I have observed that changing my stance on this has yielded a higher productivity and happier life transformation in myself bringing me closer to alignment with what I am doing.

I went to Malibu beach today and it was a foggy day. Small talk conversations would say this day was a sad unsuccessful day where I didn’t get to see the beauty of rich california. But it was a successful day. I have been feeling slightly down since a couple of days now, well it has been a challenging set of months but reflecting closely on what is exhausting my energy have been the previous set of days and me realizing i am not living for myself or finding time to take care of myself. Today the purpose of going to Malibu was exactly that. To get out of my head of working hard and for survival which has plagued my mind like a virus to enjoying life and taking things less seriously, taking myself less seriously.

I feel the AI revolution and the current times the same. If I would’ve given up trying thinking it would not work out, I would not have been able to see this view today. I would have given up, but I did not. It always hasn’t turned out this way. It always hasn’t turned out successful. Sometimes it has been truly horrendous. But I believe that is what life and free will is. Try it out - bear all virtues and vice, all emotions and you shall reap the adventure’s fruit. The golden fruit.